Skin di’P’

Oh, How the mighty have fallen

Today she made no impact. She always had

The offer of unapologetic sex in the curves of her body had always ensued it

She used to be the centre of attention. I vividly remember the last time we ate here; heads turned away from dates and meals.

These days, she garners no more than the cursory glance accorded to someone who just entered a place.

Eba ‘n Okra soup now presents a more appealing sight, raised heads quickly turns back. But  not before I saw it, the pity in their eyes

It no longer gets to me. I’ve gotten used to it over the past months. Hell! I also pity myself

No more prayers about a bright(er) future. Scrapped the plan to get a Masters at Princeton. This Diploma Certificate will just have to be enuff for this lifetime

I leave campus today. A job as clerk to a friend of an Uncle is waiting; there’s no more time to waste as an undergraduate…. the future is bleak

Family.. -It’s funny how they always come through when ‘needed’

Who would have thought ‘ours’ would work so well together? With all their different beliefs and background, they saw what needed to be done and did it, quickly and quietly.

They’ve ensured we’re prepared for the sentence…. No comma, no pause, no anything.

It’s sad how one goes from intimacy to nothing,

One day you can’t get enough of someone & your world seems to revolve around that person, the next, NOTHING.

I haven’t touched her in a while,

Maybe its cos I’ve got a no shagging 2012 resolution or I’m plain not interested in a threesome. Whatever the reason is, I can no longer stand her.

Damn You! July,

If it wasn’t for your near arctic temperature, I might have resisted taking a cork sorry pop out of the lust bottle without plastics..

I hope I don’t resent the baby as I now do the mother. It’s not his/her fault that Daddy wasn’t smart enough.  He should have known better than going skinny dipping

…….. *ahem*

The waiter’s polite cough snaps me back to earth –from my hyper active imagination-, to face the situation.

He’s standing by our table, ready to take orders

I hadn’t noticed his approach. Maybe she had, maybe it’s  why she hasn’t said anything more, I’m hoping her silence is not because she’s waiting for me to say something.

“Dear God, she want to do with the baby?”

“ I’m not going to accept responsibility if she insists on keeping it”, I think to myself as I fall into another glimpse of a ‘would be’ future.

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BTW I think condoms are the coolest invention of the last century, but that’s a post for another day.

Last month was one cold bitch (excuse my french), a lot of us  shagged consistently to stay alive (tremendous excuse to set-p)

The result (some might say consequence) is supposed to be come in about eight months time, but test scores happen to be pouring in. The girlfriend of a friend is already pregnant.

I’ve been of the notion that most peeps I know won’t want to keep a ‘baby’, but surprisingly, he is (they are).

What will you do if you/your girlfriend gets knocked up???